A lot of people have been coming to my cam rooms for the first time, but have been following my blog and twitter for a while. I think a lot of them get put off when they see or hear me for the first time. I just think they don't get my personality. It may seem like i'm being mean, but my intent isn't to be mean. I have a very...sarcastic, aggresive..almost abrasive personality. What I look like, doesn't really match my personality too well. So if i'm yelling at you, calling you lame, or flicking you off..please don't take offense.. lol
I think I only have 2 volumes to me... inaudible.. or fucking loud. Name calling is like second nature to me. I don't think I even know half of my friend's names in real life. All I know is that I have about 5 friends named bitch, and the rest are just known as...well, bitch. haha
My middle fingers are probably my most active body parts, and I thoroughly enjoy using them, so just know i'm probably having fun if i'm flipping you the bird.
I know, it's not a good look. My mouth is probably my worst feature, but I'm working on it. I'm slowly working on minimizing the words bitch, shit, and fuck...as well as yourself, out of my daily vocabulary.
I mean, on cam I can be complacent. And i've tried it before, but it bores the shit out of me. I like to be me. I like to have fun and joke around. Don't take offense.
And sometimes I do get out of line, but I'm usually good at cutting off the mic for the night if I know i'm poppin off at the mouth too much. But for the most part, don't get all butt hurt. Stepping into my cam room can be a little scary, but if you last and i don't immediately bitch you out or boot you... you'll have a very good nut. =)
Anyway.. i'm super stressed out. Got through the first week of school and let me tell you, I'm tired. I've been finding myself during my downtown just sitting around saying... I'm tired. That's just how i feel. I'm tired. Not physically but mentally and emotionally. I've been working at the bar for peanuts. The pool closed and we're kinda at a lull. Think I made 20 dollars in tips yesterday, and 15 today. It's ridiculous. Just no business. I can't pay rent, my utilities are off the roof, and can't afford all my school books. I'm struggling. It's my fault though. I haven't been camming too much. But I've been back at it the past few days, and am realizing the financial potential there is. I guess i just get burned out every once in a while. I don't know how much longer i can handle part time waitressing, part time camming, and full time school. It's stretching my spirit real thin. I don't know man. Sorry, i'm not trying to bitch... I'm just tired. That is all..
_mitsy_
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Friday, September 3, 2010
okkk
Hello my readers,
Sorry I haven't updated in while, have a day off school and work so I decided to be productive.
Well, a lot has been going on I guess.
I went on another vacation with him. I had a lovely time. The problem with long distance relationships is that I get very depressed when I come back home. Going on vacation with him every month always makes me feel 10 times lonelier when I get home. It's really a vicious cycle. But I don't want this to be an emo post so i wont indulge in ranting about how much that sucks.
I started school again on Monday. This semester's schedule is going to kick my ass.
On Mondays and Wednesday I have cost & managerial accounting, and intermediate accounting.
Tuesdays and Thursdays is tax accounting and operations management. And then I have a communications class online. 3 accounting courses in one semester is extremely hard to do, especially since they're all 3 different type of accounting classes. Already I have way too many numbers and formulas swimming through my head. It's going to be like this next semester too, but I cannot drop or fail any classes. My goal is to graduate in May and be done with this shit. I'm almost 90% certain I will never use my BA in accounting, the 10% will only occur if i cave in and decide to conform to the rest of society's standards of working a regular job. If that is the case, i'll be a very sad person.
I've been working on a website for myself. I KNOW, I say this every few months but this time I'm going to do it or never mention it again. I've been going through different people and haven't found a contract or design or whatever that Ive been satisfied with. So, I talked to my friend, very good friend of mine, and he's going to help me out so I can pretty much run my website all by myself. This may be hard and could probably be done less effortlessly by signing a contract with a network, but I want my site to be all me. I want to make all the decisions on what it looks like, what it features, how I want to market myself, etc. I know I may not make as much money because I'm inexperienced in all this, but to me the way I market myself is important. My image to me is important, even though it's just an online persona. If you read my blog compared to other cam girl's blogs mine are very personal. I want to be real, true to myself. I want you guys to know me, know when I'm happy or sad, what's going on in my life. This blog is very important to me. It's been like my diary. I can go back to post one til now and pretty much know what was going on in my life at any given time. So I want my website to be the same but intensified. Picture sets in outfits of my choosing, videos, etc... The first company I talked to who sent me to a photographer picked my outfits (think pink, frilly, young, etc). I was very unhappy with that. I understand, I'm asian, asian porn is usually about watching a sweet, young girl getting destroyed by a cock. And I love it, but I don't want that to be all there is to me. I don't want a bright pink website with balloons and pictures of me holding teddy bears. I mean, yeah that's hot...but come on, that's not me.
Anyways, yeah yeah, some viewing content...
Few pix from vacation...
http://www.twitvid.com/GVIAT
on the plane haha.. i'm just going to be a little tradition of mine to awlays make a video and take a picture in the plane bathroom.
the mountains... if you've been here, you probably know where I am.
And yes, my lazy ass was forced to hike up them and got bent over against a random tree. Pretty romantic? Not when all I can think about is, "I hope a bug doesnt crawl up my ass and lay eggs".
Here's me in mourning. I lost 2 important men in my life last month. I was extremely angry at Lee for leaving. But after a few weeks I forgave him. I understood. And I would like to apologize for all the mean things I said. And thank him. Thanks for trying all those years. I'm sorry that my shitty home team couldnt give you a championship. Then Lou abruptly left. I wasn't mad, maybe he even got ousted, who knows. Thanks to you too Lou. We shoulda kept Baker. that's all i gotta say about that.
And a little short clip of me in class
here
Okay...and... some new shakinit vids. actually they're not new new, since I made them months ago. I think these are actually videos I made for the guy I was seeing at the time.
So I was actually trying to look hot, and not just pound out content.
Help me out til i get my site up and running and subscribe to me to see full length, unedited videos. Have almost 60 in my archive... sign up for only 25 dollars to get a month's access to all those videos plus any other content I add for that month.
My shakinit page
And I'll try to get on cam more, haven't really been camming thus why I am broke and can't pay rent. Times are hard. I actually got on for a little bit the other day and people were very dissatisfied about the way I looked. Shit, I can't buy groceries lol. I've dropped below 100 lbs, and I usually like to sit at a healthy 115. Times are hard though. Luckily, I grew up poor so i know how to go hungry.
But look for me on,
http://asiandollxxx.cammodels.com
or
http://icgirls.com/exec/join/?customer_referral_performer_id=12631
or
http://live.sinistercamslive.com/exec/performer/join?customer_referral_performer_id=52
oksy, phew.. that was a lot. I need to start updating more frequently Instead of big long posts after weeks. see ya for now..toodles!
-meetsuko
Sorry I haven't updated in while, have a day off school and work so I decided to be productive.
Well, a lot has been going on I guess.
I went on another vacation with him. I had a lovely time. The problem with long distance relationships is that I get very depressed when I come back home. Going on vacation with him every month always makes me feel 10 times lonelier when I get home. It's really a vicious cycle. But I don't want this to be an emo post so i wont indulge in ranting about how much that sucks.
I started school again on Monday. This semester's schedule is going to kick my ass.
On Mondays and Wednesday I have cost & managerial accounting, and intermediate accounting.
Tuesdays and Thursdays is tax accounting and operations management. And then I have a communications class online. 3 accounting courses in one semester is extremely hard to do, especially since they're all 3 different type of accounting classes. Already I have way too many numbers and formulas swimming through my head. It's going to be like this next semester too, but I cannot drop or fail any classes. My goal is to graduate in May and be done with this shit. I'm almost 90% certain I will never use my BA in accounting, the 10% will only occur if i cave in and decide to conform to the rest of society's standards of working a regular job. If that is the case, i'll be a very sad person.
I've been working on a website for myself. I KNOW, I say this every few months but this time I'm going to do it or never mention it again. I've been going through different people and haven't found a contract or design or whatever that Ive been satisfied with. So, I talked to my friend, very good friend of mine, and he's going to help me out so I can pretty much run my website all by myself. This may be hard and could probably be done less effortlessly by signing a contract with a network, but I want my site to be all me. I want to make all the decisions on what it looks like, what it features, how I want to market myself, etc. I know I may not make as much money because I'm inexperienced in all this, but to me the way I market myself is important. My image to me is important, even though it's just an online persona. If you read my blog compared to other cam girl's blogs mine are very personal. I want to be real, true to myself. I want you guys to know me, know when I'm happy or sad, what's going on in my life. This blog is very important to me. It's been like my diary. I can go back to post one til now and pretty much know what was going on in my life at any given time. So I want my website to be the same but intensified. Picture sets in outfits of my choosing, videos, etc... The first company I talked to who sent me to a photographer picked my outfits (think pink, frilly, young, etc). I was very unhappy with that. I understand, I'm asian, asian porn is usually about watching a sweet, young girl getting destroyed by a cock. And I love it, but I don't want that to be all there is to me. I don't want a bright pink website with balloons and pictures of me holding teddy bears. I mean, yeah that's hot...but come on, that's not me.
Anyways, yeah yeah, some viewing content...
Few pix from vacation...
http://www.twitvid.com/GVIAT
on the plane haha.. i'm just going to be a little tradition of mine to awlays make a video and take a picture in the plane bathroom.
the mountains... if you've been here, you probably know where I am.
And yes, my lazy ass was forced to hike up them and got bent over against a random tree. Pretty romantic? Not when all I can think about is, "I hope a bug doesnt crawl up my ass and lay eggs".
Here's me in mourning. I lost 2 important men in my life last month. I was extremely angry at Lee for leaving. But after a few weeks I forgave him. I understood. And I would like to apologize for all the mean things I said. And thank him. Thanks for trying all those years. I'm sorry that my shitty home team couldnt give you a championship. Then Lou abruptly left. I wasn't mad, maybe he even got ousted, who knows. Thanks to you too Lou. We shoulda kept Baker. that's all i gotta say about that.
And a little short clip of me in class
here
Okay...and... some new shakinit vids. actually they're not new new, since I made them months ago. I think these are actually videos I made for the guy I was seeing at the time.
So I was actually trying to look hot, and not just pound out content.
Help me out til i get my site up and running and subscribe to me to see full length, unedited videos. Have almost 60 in my archive... sign up for only 25 dollars to get a month's access to all those videos plus any other content I add for that month.
My shakinit page
And I'll try to get on cam more, haven't really been camming thus why I am broke and can't pay rent. Times are hard. I actually got on for a little bit the other day and people were very dissatisfied about the way I looked. Shit, I can't buy groceries lol. I've dropped below 100 lbs, and I usually like to sit at a healthy 115. Times are hard though. Luckily, I grew up poor so i know how to go hungry.
But look for me on,
http://asiandollxxx.cammodels.com
or
http://icgirls.com/exec/join/?customer_referral_performer_id=12631
or
http://live.sinistercamslive.com/exec/performer/join?customer_referral_performer_id=52
oksy, phew.. that was a lot. I need to start updating more frequently Instead of big long posts after weeks. see ya for now..toodles!
-meetsuko
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Saturday, July 24, 2010
new lead on life
So I'm back from my little vacay. It was good. A lot of drama, even a night of me running out of my hotel room in tears at 2 in the morning in a button down shirt, pajama shorts, and unstrapped flip flop trying to flag down a cab to take me to another hotel. Quite the interesting, but I actually had a good time. Saw Cirque du Soleil Love, the Beatles show. I absolutely love The Beatles so it was freakin amazing. We actually missed our show and was told since our name wasn't the name the ticket was purchased under (was a hook up), we couldn't move our show time to the next one in an hour. But after using my mitsuko magic of talking to a few managers and harassing the staff, they let us goto the next show. They only had single seats so at first I was sitting by myself but after a little mitsuko's man's magic, we sat together. I know I was supposed to leave this guy but come on. I got there, had bags of presents, a bubble bath waiting, and a complete rub down...and i mean complete... i couldnt.
Me in bubble bath
Which led to a very dramaful trip, but it ended up being a great trip. Took a long bike ride to mt charleston (which is why we were late to the show), a beautiful awesome vip sushi dinner. What's a beautiful sushi dinner? Us being seated right away, being brought out dish after dish and drinks by the manager to try without asking... and then getting the check which was a whopping 23$ for a meal worth $150..that's a beautiful dinner.
The last night I might have ate some bad calamari though, which forced me to embarrassingly break down and start bawling. I absolutely hate having nausea and throwing up. I'm more scared of throwing up then like... well a lot of things. When I yak its not a cute dainty lil water spit up and i'm fine. I cry, it comes out my nose, i'm on the ground, and virtually useless. Eventually i threw up and felt a lot better. haha cool story huh!!!!!!!
haha ANYWAY
A few more pix. I'm starting to see I'm not like most girls and pictures. Which is weird because my life right now, work wise at least, involves taking a lot of pictures and videos of myself. I guess if i'm not camming or doing something that has to do with work, I don't like taking pictures of having camaras on me. I tried to capture a few moments though just for you guys.
me trying to get my big dome in a helmet
Me in the airplane bathroom.
Haha, what! it was a long flight, i was bored..
anyway, i woke up today and decided im going to take a new lead on life. nothing in particular really brought this new way of thinking, i just decided it because i felt like it, which is pretty much how any decision is made in my life. I've decided to try hard...or no.. I've decided that I AM going to start to become a healthy person, mentally and physically.
I've been smoking pot a lot lately, okay like evveryday. I have nothing against pot and think it should be legalized, but there is a problem with the way i smoke pot. Yes, there is a way to abuse weed. When you smoke it everyday, to avoid thinking about problems, and to numb yourself from any pain in your life, and need it to eat and sleep... that's abuse. Pot should be loved, joyous, and accentuate life, not to drowned reality out. Anyway, I'm finding myself unable to sleep and starting to look a lil emaciated and stickly due to being unable to sleep or eat if i'm not high. I have a very addictive personality and tend to abuse everything and can't use things in moderation. That's how I am, I want it all.. or nothing at all. So i'm just gonna stop smoking on a daily basis, that's including cigarettes too. It's such an ugly filthy habit, i'm ready to be healthy.
I'm ready to wake up and stop feeling like shit... I'm ready to save my money and live a successful happy life. I wanna be nice to people, and have people be nice to me. I want people to look at me and go wow, she's a really good person and not the scumbag I thought she was. I have nothing against camming. I love it. It's got me this beautiful condo, monthly vacations, and a pretty comfortable lifestyle but I don't want to do this forever. It's good money but shit, i want more. I want to be happy, and I want my S.O. to be happy. And all though he's okay with me camming, ofcourse he still has a problem with it. But even if this current guy and I last or not, I don't want the next guy, or everyone else in my life able to see my twat online if they so chose. It's more of a privacy factor. i don't like getting recognized, which has happened on a few occasion. I mean, by all means, if you see me on the street and have been following my lil cam career online... please do stop by and say hi (that is if i'm by myself.. if i'm with my man or my mom and u come up and say, oh wow i loved seeing u naked the other day.. i'll most likely punch u in the face and call u a creeper) Do it tastefully i mean. And i don't want to be camming when i have kids. All kids do is go on the internet these days. Not because I have shame. I have no shame, obviously. One day I will probably tell my kids, hey.. i was a stripper..i did adult work etc... But i don't want it out there available to see.
So I wanna spend this next year, til i graduate college (May 2011), and just cam hardcore, save up all my money.. and retire from this biz. Live a happy, quiet, almost secluded life with me and my future lil family. LOL.. wtf is going on.... lol i'm almost laughing at myself talking about me wanting to be a lil more domesticated, but no.. it's not that. I'm still going to be a lil freak, and keep living outside the box.. just not with this occupation. I will never be an accountant, or work a 9-5.. i just dont want a job where anyone can type my name on the internet and see whatever they'd like. I don't know.. i just decided this this morning so it's not too clear yet. All i know is that i want to be happy and want my loved ones to be happy. that's all. I want my life to experience all the bliss in this world, and for me to get everything I deserve.
And this may sound dumb, and i don't care what people think... i mean it doesnt bother me too much, but i don't want people's first impression after just meeting me to be that i'm a whore. Cuz i'm not. I get less ass than the majority of people i know. I'm not at clubs being a bottle rat or trying to find rich old guys to leach off of. But for someone reason I can't shake the stench of whore off of me. Someone told me I just look and talk like sex. Like when a guy sees me, it's not.. oh what a lovely girl, wife material.. it's more like yes...asian stripper/pornstar... I mean i'm very innocent looking and can act like a good prude, but something about me still has the whore stench. And when i say whore, i don't mean prostitute. Sorry i'm using the wrong wording and apologize if any whores are offended. i mean nasty slutty stench u know..? blah nevermind..
I mean, i'm not delusional. Let's face it, i'll never conform and be susie fucking home maker, or work a 9-5 and live the same life as all the other corporate walking living dead zombies... I mean, i have the word anarchy going down my back, and that's specifically the reason why i got it. So it'll deter me from conforming to that kind of lifestyle. I just don't want such a skeezy lifestyle...that's all!
okay whatever... i'll stop before i start saying something ridiculous like i've found God or something hahahahaha..
hahahaha..
haha
ha
yeah no.. okay..lol.. enjoy..time to go back to the grind.. waiting today.. blah
and oh yes, some shameful promo. If you too would also like to help rid me of this nasty slut stench and hopefully get me on my two feet to have a successful industry.. help support me now.. u know it's going to a good cause =)
videos
Live chat (look for me tuesdays, thursdays, and fridays, should be on more often, but those are my staple days)
I think i should start a donation fund like on ChipIn and label it, get the slut stench off mitsuko fundraiser.. haha okay.. enough..g2g
- classy whore mitsy
Me in bubble bath
Which led to a very dramaful trip, but it ended up being a great trip. Took a long bike ride to mt charleston (which is why we were late to the show), a beautiful awesome vip sushi dinner. What's a beautiful sushi dinner? Us being seated right away, being brought out dish after dish and drinks by the manager to try without asking... and then getting the check which was a whopping 23$ for a meal worth $150..that's a beautiful dinner.
The last night I might have ate some bad calamari though, which forced me to embarrassingly break down and start bawling. I absolutely hate having nausea and throwing up. I'm more scared of throwing up then like... well a lot of things. When I yak its not a cute dainty lil water spit up and i'm fine. I cry, it comes out my nose, i'm on the ground, and virtually useless. Eventually i threw up and felt a lot better. haha cool story huh!!!!!!!
haha ANYWAY
A few more pix. I'm starting to see I'm not like most girls and pictures. Which is weird because my life right now, work wise at least, involves taking a lot of pictures and videos of myself. I guess if i'm not camming or doing something that has to do with work, I don't like taking pictures of having camaras on me. I tried to capture a few moments though just for you guys.
me trying to get my big dome in a helmet
Me in the airplane bathroom.
Haha, what! it was a long flight, i was bored..
anyway, i woke up today and decided im going to take a new lead on life. nothing in particular really brought this new way of thinking, i just decided it because i felt like it, which is pretty much how any decision is made in my life. I've decided to try hard...or no.. I've decided that I AM going to start to become a healthy person, mentally and physically.
I've been smoking pot a lot lately, okay like evveryday. I have nothing against pot and think it should be legalized, but there is a problem with the way i smoke pot. Yes, there is a way to abuse weed. When you smoke it everyday, to avoid thinking about problems, and to numb yourself from any pain in your life, and need it to eat and sleep... that's abuse. Pot should be loved, joyous, and accentuate life, not to drowned reality out. Anyway, I'm finding myself unable to sleep and starting to look a lil emaciated and stickly due to being unable to sleep or eat if i'm not high. I have a very addictive personality and tend to abuse everything and can't use things in moderation. That's how I am, I want it all.. or nothing at all. So i'm just gonna stop smoking on a daily basis, that's including cigarettes too. It's such an ugly filthy habit, i'm ready to be healthy.
I'm ready to wake up and stop feeling like shit... I'm ready to save my money and live a successful happy life. I wanna be nice to people, and have people be nice to me. I want people to look at me and go wow, she's a really good person and not the scumbag I thought she was. I have nothing against camming. I love it. It's got me this beautiful condo, monthly vacations, and a pretty comfortable lifestyle but I don't want to do this forever. It's good money but shit, i want more. I want to be happy, and I want my S.O. to be happy. And all though he's okay with me camming, ofcourse he still has a problem with it. But even if this current guy and I last or not, I don't want the next guy, or everyone else in my life able to see my twat online if they so chose. It's more of a privacy factor. i don't like getting recognized, which has happened on a few occasion. I mean, by all means, if you see me on the street and have been following my lil cam career online... please do stop by and say hi (that is if i'm by myself.. if i'm with my man or my mom and u come up and say, oh wow i loved seeing u naked the other day.. i'll most likely punch u in the face and call u a creeper) Do it tastefully i mean. And i don't want to be camming when i have kids. All kids do is go on the internet these days. Not because I have shame. I have no shame, obviously. One day I will probably tell my kids, hey.. i was a stripper..i did adult work etc... But i don't want it out there available to see.
So I wanna spend this next year, til i graduate college (May 2011), and just cam hardcore, save up all my money.. and retire from this biz. Live a happy, quiet, almost secluded life with me and my future lil family. LOL.. wtf is going on.... lol i'm almost laughing at myself talking about me wanting to be a lil more domesticated, but no.. it's not that. I'm still going to be a lil freak, and keep living outside the box.. just not with this occupation. I will never be an accountant, or work a 9-5.. i just dont want a job where anyone can type my name on the internet and see whatever they'd like. I don't know.. i just decided this this morning so it's not too clear yet. All i know is that i want to be happy and want my loved ones to be happy. that's all. I want my life to experience all the bliss in this world, and for me to get everything I deserve.
And this may sound dumb, and i don't care what people think... i mean it doesnt bother me too much, but i don't want people's first impression after just meeting me to be that i'm a whore. Cuz i'm not. I get less ass than the majority of people i know. I'm not at clubs being a bottle rat or trying to find rich old guys to leach off of. But for someone reason I can't shake the stench of whore off of me. Someone told me I just look and talk like sex. Like when a guy sees me, it's not.. oh what a lovely girl, wife material.. it's more like yes...asian stripper/pornstar... I mean i'm very innocent looking and can act like a good prude, but something about me still has the whore stench. And when i say whore, i don't mean prostitute. Sorry i'm using the wrong wording and apologize if any whores are offended. i mean nasty slutty stench u know..? blah nevermind..
I mean, i'm not delusional. Let's face it, i'll never conform and be susie fucking home maker, or work a 9-5 and live the same life as all the other corporate walking living dead zombies... I mean, i have the word anarchy going down my back, and that's specifically the reason why i got it. So it'll deter me from conforming to that kind of lifestyle. I just don't want such a skeezy lifestyle...that's all!
okay whatever... i'll stop before i start saying something ridiculous like i've found God or something hahahahaha..
hahahaha..
haha
ha
yeah no.. okay..lol.. enjoy..time to go back to the grind.. waiting today.. blah
and oh yes, some shameful promo. If you too would also like to help rid me of this nasty slut stench and hopefully get me on my two feet to have a successful industry.. help support me now.. u know it's going to a good cause =)
videos
Live chat (look for me tuesdays, thursdays, and fridays, should be on more often, but those are my staple days)
I think i should start a donation fund like on ChipIn and label it, get the slut stench off mitsuko fundraiser.. haha okay.. enough..g2g
- classy whore mitsy
Friday, July 9, 2010
hiiii
Ahh, okay..hopefully this wont be an angry post.
I haven't been online lately. I've been working at the bar on Sundays, Mondays, Wednesdays, and Saturdays... Usually I get off work and go straight to bed. It's been tiring but i'm slowly starting to become productive again. See, I even made a new video for you guys.
Be sure to subscribe to me to see all my videos at my shakinit page.
Been camming pretty much all day, I freakin hate Fridays on cam. Gotta be one of the worst days. All the rude guys come out. Its okay though, I managed. Trying to keep busy. Having problems with the man in my life. Actually, there is no man in my life. I'm done with his ass. Apparently he likes to use facebook as his macking tool. Fucking internet man. I love it and I hate it. Imagine if there was no internet, cheating would be reduced greatly I bet. We had issues of this before, I know I don't talk about him a lot cuz I like to keep those close to me outta my online persona but he is a douche. First off, he keeps asking me for sexy videos of me masturbating and what not since he found some of my stuff online. Okay, watever, I sent him some tame stuff..and he wants more more everyday. I'm not your fucking cam girl you bitch, I'm your girlfriend. It's bad enough you wanna have phone sex all the time (we're long distance) but now you want me to start camming for you. Don't get it twisted, this IS my job. But yeah, that's right..it's my JOB. After I get off working on cam for 5 hours, I don't wanna lay in bed and have your pervo ass all over me telling me to talk nasty to u and show u my tits.. reaaly?
Ass hole
Second, we've already had problems with facebook. He was meeting girls while he was promoting for a club, and not asking for their numbers, but exchanging facebooks. He said it's okay since he had no intent and didn't exchange numbers. I don't know about you, but number = face book information. It's the same shit. Whatever, the bottom line is, you're meeting other girls at a club when you're supposed to be working, and having a gay old time with them, taking pictures of them all over you, having those posted on facebook, and exchanging information. Really bitch? Fuck you. We got over that, but he's doing it again... now he thinks he's slick though. I'll randomly log into his facebook account, cuz i fucking can, and see that he's deleting messages, wall posts, friend requests..etc.. If you wanna be a fucking internet pimp, don't fuck with me. Seriously, fuck this jag bag.
Now I know i'm not a very emotional person. Actually, I am, but I don't show any other emotion besides bitch, very well. It's how i was raised okay. My family was not close knit and a very emotionally open family. He has the audacity to compare me to his ex girlfriend saying SHE LOVED all the attention and emotions he gave her. So it's not his fault if I don't feel the same way, he's doing the same thing. Bitch, I'm not your ex girlfriend, whatever fucking tactics you thought worked with her (well obviously not since you're not together now), are not going to work for me. That doesn't make it my fault we have problems, you need to change your approach. Actually, he needs to not do anything now because I'm done with him. Fuck guys dude. I've never had a man in my life that didn't bring me strife. I don't need that shit in my life, I really don't. I may seem like some sleezy whore ass low life, but I'm actually trying to get my life together and do something fucking grand with it. My life is work work work. I work at the bar 4 days a week, and cam in between. I don't have a lot of free time to just enjoy life. But it'll all be worth it one day, I know it will.
Anyway, this wasn't supposed to be an angry post but hey...seems like thats the only emotion I have lately. Anyway.. just getting a few things off my chest. Enjoy the video~
-Mitsuko
I haven't been online lately. I've been working at the bar on Sundays, Mondays, Wednesdays, and Saturdays... Usually I get off work and go straight to bed. It's been tiring but i'm slowly starting to become productive again. See, I even made a new video for you guys.
Be sure to subscribe to me to see all my videos at my shakinit page.
Been camming pretty much all day, I freakin hate Fridays on cam. Gotta be one of the worst days. All the rude guys come out. Its okay though, I managed. Trying to keep busy. Having problems with the man in my life. Actually, there is no man in my life. I'm done with his ass. Apparently he likes to use facebook as his macking tool. Fucking internet man. I love it and I hate it. Imagine if there was no internet, cheating would be reduced greatly I bet. We had issues of this before, I know I don't talk about him a lot cuz I like to keep those close to me outta my online persona but he is a douche. First off, he keeps asking me for sexy videos of me masturbating and what not since he found some of my stuff online. Okay, watever, I sent him some tame stuff..and he wants more more everyday. I'm not your fucking cam girl you bitch, I'm your girlfriend. It's bad enough you wanna have phone sex all the time (we're long distance) but now you want me to start camming for you. Don't get it twisted, this IS my job. But yeah, that's right..it's my JOB. After I get off working on cam for 5 hours, I don't wanna lay in bed and have your pervo ass all over me telling me to talk nasty to u and show u my tits.. reaaly?
Ass hole
Second, we've already had problems with facebook. He was meeting girls while he was promoting for a club, and not asking for their numbers, but exchanging facebooks. He said it's okay since he had no intent and didn't exchange numbers. I don't know about you, but number = face book information. It's the same shit. Whatever, the bottom line is, you're meeting other girls at a club when you're supposed to be working, and having a gay old time with them, taking pictures of them all over you, having those posted on facebook, and exchanging information. Really bitch? Fuck you. We got over that, but he's doing it again... now he thinks he's slick though. I'll randomly log into his facebook account, cuz i fucking can, and see that he's deleting messages, wall posts, friend requests..etc.. If you wanna be a fucking internet pimp, don't fuck with me. Seriously, fuck this jag bag.
Now I know i'm not a very emotional person. Actually, I am, but I don't show any other emotion besides bitch, very well. It's how i was raised okay. My family was not close knit and a very emotionally open family. He has the audacity to compare me to his ex girlfriend saying SHE LOVED all the attention and emotions he gave her. So it's not his fault if I don't feel the same way, he's doing the same thing. Bitch, I'm not your ex girlfriend, whatever fucking tactics you thought worked with her (well obviously not since you're not together now), are not going to work for me. That doesn't make it my fault we have problems, you need to change your approach. Actually, he needs to not do anything now because I'm done with him. Fuck guys dude. I've never had a man in my life that didn't bring me strife. I don't need that shit in my life, I really don't. I may seem like some sleezy whore ass low life, but I'm actually trying to get my life together and do something fucking grand with it. My life is work work work. I work at the bar 4 days a week, and cam in between. I don't have a lot of free time to just enjoy life. But it'll all be worth it one day, I know it will.
Anyway, this wasn't supposed to be an angry post but hey...seems like thats the only emotion I have lately. Anyway.. just getting a few things off my chest. Enjoy the video~
-Mitsuko
Saturday, June 26, 2010
This is going to be ugly
I'm just warning you guys now, I'm going to have a bitch fit.
Proceed at your own motherfucking caution.
So I just got home from work, rough day.
First off let me start by setting the scene. It's about 2 ish in the afternoon, and I'm the only waitress, there's a bartender, and about 8 tables filled up all at the same time.
They all want to sit outside, which is a door, indoor dining, and stairs away from the bar.
Now of course, everyone at these tables want their drinks, plus water which they keep telling you to refill every 10 minutes. Who the fuck goes to a bar/grill and asks for 10 refills of fucking water.
I ask some tables if they want a pitcher of water that I can leave on the table, but they don't because it's 100 fucking degrees outside and will get warm. Okay, that's fine, i'll just keep running back and forth for it. I'm sure they can surely see how hard I'm working just to fulfill everyone's fucking water wishes by the sweat pouring out of every fucking orifice of my body.
So now everyone want's to order at the same time. 8 tables, with about 4 people at each table...about 32 orders coming all in at once. I get everyone's order and their extra fucking refill of water and give the orders to the cook. So poor Papi, the gay cook, whom i adore, is in the kitchen making 32 orders as fast as he can. But he's only one man. So the food is draagggging. I check on the tables occasionally to see if they need anything and bring them their delicious water, and they're all complaining to me asking where's the food. I apologize sincerely and explain that the cook is cooking as fast as he can *grin*! They roll their eyes at me. Fucking cunts.
One table starts to come inside and tells me they don't even want their food anymore. Their food is on a tray on the way out and now in front of them but an older gentleman, and i use that term loosely, tells me, "This is fucking bull shit, we don't want to eat here". I apologize again and take the food back. Inside I'm boiling. Like really sir, are you that fucking pathetic that you're so upset over food that took a while that you have to yell profanities at me? Bitch, I didn't cook the food. If I could go back and help Papi, I would. Sooner or later, everyone gets their food and more water. I haven't stood still or sat down for a good 3 hours straight. Running up and down stairs, outside and back. I give people their checks, which of course includes 8 different items that need to be on separate checks. Fine, no biggie. They pay and leave me a whopping 0 dollar tip. Thanks bitches!
About 3 more people stiffed me, and complained again about how slow the food came out. Of course it's my fault the food came out slow because I was the one making the food right? Dumbasses. I'm the waitress, I take your order, bring you drinks and food, clean all that shit up. As soon as you fucking cunt wads sat down, i took your order including 4272527272 glasses of water. There's nothing I can do about the food taking long, it's not my fault. As soon as the cook tells me the food is ready, I bring it to you. So thanks for using that excuse not to tip me, whatever the fuck makes you feel better about your frugality.
Seriously. I have never ever not tipped anyone, and never less than generously. I'd feel awful to stiff a waitress. Bitch, we get paid 4.50 an hour. If you don't tip us, that's 36 dollars a day I make. What, 144 a week? $7500 a year? Thanks, that'll help me not even pay rent.
The good thing is, I have the uncanny ability to remember faces. When I used to dance, you could put me in a room with 200 guys and i'll point out everyone who I ever danced with. I may not remember your name, or when we met, but I'll always remember your face and generally what kind of person you are.
So don't fucking think I wont remember you non-tipping ass holes and your inconsiderate water requests. Seriously, if I see these people while I'm not working, or even better, at their place of employment, they'll be sure to get treated like shit. You think you're rude? I am probably one of the rudest, meanest people who's ever lived (asides from Hitler, Popes, Bush, and etc). Fuck me over, i'll fuck you over 10 times worse. And if these people ever come back, they better hope and pray that I'm not the one bringing out their food and drinks. Cuz if this day ever comes, I guarantee they will be eating/drinking something that comes out of my body or off the floor.
You don't know how much of a test of patience this was. Before, if you pissed me off...a big black bouncer would whoop your ass, or you'd get a stripper fucking heel shoved pretty close to your eye. Chuuch.
Anyway, I feel a lot fucking better. I came home and was in tears. I'm not gonna lie, I cried. I was just so mad and couldn't believe how people can have an $80 check, and not give me shit. But whatever, story of my life.
PS: FUCK YOU WATER
-mitsuko
Proceed at your own motherfucking caution.
So I just got home from work, rough day.
First off let me start by setting the scene. It's about 2 ish in the afternoon, and I'm the only waitress, there's a bartender, and about 8 tables filled up all at the same time.
They all want to sit outside, which is a door, indoor dining, and stairs away from the bar.
Now of course, everyone at these tables want their drinks, plus water which they keep telling you to refill every 10 minutes. Who the fuck goes to a bar/grill and asks for 10 refills of fucking water.
I ask some tables if they want a pitcher of water that I can leave on the table, but they don't because it's 100 fucking degrees outside and will get warm. Okay, that's fine, i'll just keep running back and forth for it. I'm sure they can surely see how hard I'm working just to fulfill everyone's fucking water wishes by the sweat pouring out of every fucking orifice of my body.
So now everyone want's to order at the same time. 8 tables, with about 4 people at each table...about 32 orders coming all in at once. I get everyone's order and their extra fucking refill of water and give the orders to the cook. So poor Papi, the gay cook, whom i adore, is in the kitchen making 32 orders as fast as he can. But he's only one man. So the food is draagggging. I check on the tables occasionally to see if they need anything and bring them their delicious water, and they're all complaining to me asking where's the food. I apologize sincerely and explain that the cook is cooking as fast as he can *grin*! They roll their eyes at me. Fucking cunts.
One table starts to come inside and tells me they don't even want their food anymore. Their food is on a tray on the way out and now in front of them but an older gentleman, and i use that term loosely, tells me, "This is fucking bull shit, we don't want to eat here". I apologize again and take the food back. Inside I'm boiling. Like really sir, are you that fucking pathetic that you're so upset over food that took a while that you have to yell profanities at me? Bitch, I didn't cook the food. If I could go back and help Papi, I would. Sooner or later, everyone gets their food and more water. I haven't stood still or sat down for a good 3 hours straight. Running up and down stairs, outside and back. I give people their checks, which of course includes 8 different items that need to be on separate checks. Fine, no biggie. They pay and leave me a whopping 0 dollar tip. Thanks bitches!
About 3 more people stiffed me, and complained again about how slow the food came out. Of course it's my fault the food came out slow because I was the one making the food right? Dumbasses. I'm the waitress, I take your order, bring you drinks and food, clean all that shit up. As soon as you fucking cunt wads sat down, i took your order including 4272527272 glasses of water. There's nothing I can do about the food taking long, it's not my fault. As soon as the cook tells me the food is ready, I bring it to you. So thanks for using that excuse not to tip me, whatever the fuck makes you feel better about your frugality.
Seriously. I have never ever not tipped anyone, and never less than generously. I'd feel awful to stiff a waitress. Bitch, we get paid 4.50 an hour. If you don't tip us, that's 36 dollars a day I make. What, 144 a week? $7500 a year? Thanks, that'll help me not even pay rent.
The good thing is, I have the uncanny ability to remember faces. When I used to dance, you could put me in a room with 200 guys and i'll point out everyone who I ever danced with. I may not remember your name, or when we met, but I'll always remember your face and generally what kind of person you are.
So don't fucking think I wont remember you non-tipping ass holes and your inconsiderate water requests. Seriously, if I see these people while I'm not working, or even better, at their place of employment, they'll be sure to get treated like shit. You think you're rude? I am probably one of the rudest, meanest people who's ever lived (asides from Hitler, Popes, Bush, and etc). Fuck me over, i'll fuck you over 10 times worse. And if these people ever come back, they better hope and pray that I'm not the one bringing out their food and drinks. Cuz if this day ever comes, I guarantee they will be eating/drinking something that comes out of my body or off the floor.
You don't know how much of a test of patience this was. Before, if you pissed me off...a big black bouncer would whoop your ass, or you'd get a stripper fucking heel shoved pretty close to your eye. Chuuch.
Anyway, I feel a lot fucking better. I came home and was in tears. I'm not gonna lie, I cried. I was just so mad and couldn't believe how people can have an $80 check, and not give me shit. But whatever, story of my life.
PS: FUCK YOU WATER
-mitsuko
Thursday, June 24, 2010
New videos
Hi Hi.
Just my little weekly update here.
Sorry if some of this doesn't make sense, i'm a little lifted. Okay, a lot.
Anyway. Busy week. Been working 4 days a week and camming inbetween.
Think I cammed for 2 hours today on cammodels and ic...Not so good.
I got all sexed up, make up, outfit, bikini, fishnets..etc..And was just getting no love. It really doesn't make sense! 9/10 times when I'm on cam, I'm in sweats, some dingy wifebeater, and may even be wearing grannie panties. Sometimes I don't even do my make up, and wear glasses, without brushing my hair. Well then ofcourse, I get love. So I guess dressing up doesnt really make much of a difference on cam, at least I feel sexier. Whatever. Lol
Anyways, I watched Pandorum yesterday. It was pretty bad ass. It's about what happens when the Earth is depleted of all it's resources. People are being shipped to another Earth-like planet but everything goes apeshit. I usually don't like action/thriller/scifi movies, but I seriously found myself hugging my pillow out of fear and excitement from this movie. haha It really was good and I recommend it to anyone.
Okay, since I started my new job, i'll list the things I like and dis-like about it.
Likes:
Decent money
Easy bitch work
Staff is cool as hell
Good free food
Free drinks
Time flies
Good customers
Cute boys
Keeps me preoccupied
Close to home
Dislikes:
Have to stand up a lot
Running up and down stairs from bar to tables
Not always busy
Sweat
Touching dirty stuff
That's all I can think of now, or i'm just high and don't feel like writing anymore.
Soooo, i'll leave you with some new videos. Subscribe to my shakinit page to see all my full length unedited videos!
Enjoy!
-Mitsy
Just my little weekly update here.
Sorry if some of this doesn't make sense, i'm a little lifted. Okay, a lot.
Anyway. Busy week. Been working 4 days a week and camming inbetween.
Think I cammed for 2 hours today on cammodels and ic...Not so good.
I got all sexed up, make up, outfit, bikini, fishnets..etc..And was just getting no love. It really doesn't make sense! 9/10 times when I'm on cam, I'm in sweats, some dingy wifebeater, and may even be wearing grannie panties. Sometimes I don't even do my make up, and wear glasses, without brushing my hair. Well then ofcourse, I get love. So I guess dressing up doesnt really make much of a difference on cam, at least I feel sexier. Whatever. Lol
Anyways, I watched Pandorum yesterday. It was pretty bad ass. It's about what happens when the Earth is depleted of all it's resources. People are being shipped to another Earth-like planet but everything goes apeshit. I usually don't like action/thriller/scifi movies, but I seriously found myself hugging my pillow out of fear and excitement from this movie. haha It really was good and I recommend it to anyone.
Okay, since I started my new job, i'll list the things I like and dis-like about it.
Likes:
Decent money
Easy bitch work
Staff is cool as hell
Good free food
Free drinks
Time flies
Good customers
Cute boys
Keeps me preoccupied
Close to home
Dislikes:
Have to stand up a lot
Running up and down stairs from bar to tables
Not always busy
Sweat
Touching dirty stuff
That's all I can think of now, or i'm just high and don't feel like writing anymore.
Soooo, i'll leave you with some new videos. Subscribe to my shakinit page to see all my full length unedited videos!
Enjoy!
-Mitsy
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